tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627535531432337588.post8951771828037667009..comments2024-03-26T09:16:47.120+00:00Comments on Cathy Cassidy: Dreamcatcher : CARYS: RAINY DAY THOUGHTS...cathy cassidyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13822936830624272677noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627535531432337588.post-14261905926997934982016-03-19T11:40:11.974+00:002016-03-19T11:40:11.974+00:00I really hate rainy days. Which are pretty much al...I really hate rainy days. Which are pretty much all I think about at the moment. I nearly lost my very best friend because I put my anger all on her. I don't even think she did anything. Once, on a normal Monday morning I felt so upset, so weary. I felt a tear trickle dawn my cheek and before I new it I burst into tears. And not just a normal cry. It was more a "Someone Killed Your Pet Hamster" sort of cry. Nothing had even happened to me that day, but I was so upset. When I got to school I just started screaming at my friend. Saying she wasn't good enough. Then I burst into tears again and my friend gave me a hug. Saying it was alright and that it's just best to let it all out. I told Mum and she said she had the same problem. So then I found out it was my hormones at it again. I feel better telling someone in stead of tucking it away and then pulling it out and shoving it into the face of my friend. So no more rainy days. Well... there is sometimes but not as bad. So I guess I have my friends and family to thank for it. Because growing up is so much harder then it looks. But it'll be all right in the end!!! BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO RAINY DAYS! Say yes if you agree with me. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627535531432337588.post-49620573618853973062016-03-18T22:20:19.252+00:002016-03-18T22:20:19.252+00:00I have rainy days as well, but not in any particul...I have rainy days as well, but not in any particular order. It started off being rare, so it could have been because of my period, but now I feel like that every day. My boyfriend, ex-best friend and current friends all get annoyed with me and it affects my education as well. Parents meeting was yesterday, and dad said my grades weren't good enough. I think it's because of my rainy daysAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627535531432337588.post-31529165196108412342016-03-08T18:51:21.806+00:002016-03-08T18:51:21.806+00:00My "RAiny days" usually consist of being...My "RAiny days" usually consist of being called "fat" on a daily bases and I have eating disorder which doesn't help with anything I suffer from low self esteem I love reading ur books Cathy they are the only thing that puts a smile ony face (and Adam salehs vlogs) even if I already read ur book I'll read it 5 timed and each time I'll pretend I don't know the story lineAnonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16013383536914528054noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627535531432337588.post-43092064454088183042016-03-07T17:59:26.045+00:002016-03-07T17:59:26.045+00:00Let's make a :KICK OUT THE RAINY DAY BLUES fee...Let's make a :KICK OUT THE RAINY DAY BLUES feeling and bring back the DAYDREAMS campaign!!!! Woo!!! Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627535531432337588.post-77499449673610480252016-03-07T08:22:11.031+00:002016-03-07T08:22:11.031+00:00I know exactly what you mean Blue... The numb days...I know exactly what you mean Blue... The numb days suck. I don't have depression, I'm very lucky, but I do get days like that when all I want is to collapse but there's something that won't quite let me. I laugh and joke and swing from being quiet to being really loud and boisterous, but I can't quite control it. Sometimes it coincides with periods, sometimes not. I often fall out with people over silly things on these days. So yeah. They suck. I call them cloudy days because I haven't got full control over my emotions; it's like there's a cloud in my head fuzzing over all my instincts and feelings. Thankfully though, they don't come too often. Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627535531432337588.post-74916240543241230312016-03-05T20:33:05.084+00:002016-03-05T20:33:05.084+00:00This is a really good piece of writing. It describ...This is a really good piece of writing. It describes feelings really well. Very good.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7627535531432337588.post-67128997623421514292016-03-04T14:22:43.434+00:002016-03-04T14:22:43.434+00:00I do have depression and it's like constant mo...I do have depression and it's like constant mood swings. Some days I'm alright and I can get up, maybe even leave the house (as long as it's not a rainy apocalypse type of day!) and generally feel alright. Other days, I struggle to get up, can't face leaving the house, have to stay away from my family because I know I'll just snap at them and just feel really low. And yet other days, I just feel numb and empty. I function remarkably well on the surface, making jokes and laughing and smiling at the right times but I feel like a character in a show, sticking to the script of what's expected. Those days aren't too good. I try and tell myself that emotions are overrated anyway but being numb makes me feel sub-human and cold because I can't react to things that would normally make me cry and that's a bit harder to fake. Being sad is not in my range of expected emotions so when my cat died on a numb day, I was a bit stuck. Didn't know how to be sad. Certainly couldn't cry. Mum thought I didn't care but all the emotions I'd normally feel were buried under a thick blanket of nothingness. Still, sunny days, both literal and figurative are becoming more frequent. And even if there's a blip and suddenly a cloudy or rainy day comes along, the sunny days will always be back. Sometimes there's a full week of sunny days and that's pretty darn amazing!Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12688575236166949747noreply@blogger.com